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at the beginning of the meeting on saturday i was still contemplating whether i should go send ms T off.. that was around 5.30pm i think.. at the end of it.. which was around 12 plus am, i decided to go.. i'm still not sure what made me decide to go..

well.. i'd just like to post a qns.. is time a factor in friendship? e.g. i had a very close friend in primary school.. we went to the same sec sch but we were in different classes.. and that gave us very little chance to meet up or communicate.. and we're still friends, but obviously not as close as we were.. not even close now la.. just like.. average..

does a lack of contact make the relationship fade away? but there are instances of good friends that haven't met in years and they're still on wonderful terms.. hmm..

then i was watching half of this movie the other day.. the sweetest thing.. it's about these 3 girls who're damn good friends (they're housemates).. it's got cameron diaz in it.. in any case, these 3 girls are so close that they talk about everything and do crazy things together.. then i thought about myself.. i have fun with my friends chatting, shopping etc. but i couldn't picture myself doing the nutty stuff in the movie.. so is it because it's a culture thing, or is it just that the relationship isn't as such?

and for me, i have different close friends at different stages of my life.. in a way such that the some of the close friends of the previous stages have now slid off to the level of being average friends.. that's normal right?

but if that is, then what was it that made my best friend my best friend 5 years ago but not anymore? or was it just a matter of circumstances? u make friends with people around you because most humans are parasitic creatures in terms of relationships.. can't live independently/isolated.. and therefore the ppl that u see most of the time at that certain stage most certainly becomes ur gd friend/s at that period. but when the environment changes, or when u move on to another situation, u need a different sort of friend for company. is that it?

i mean.. sometimes i wonder why i bother to keep in touch with my sec skool friends when i can perfectly survive without them now.. i've got my uni frens and etc. i used to wanna keep in contact because i thought it would be a waste for a frenship built up to go away just like that.. but sometimes people do change.. and i should suppose the relationship mite change too.. but of course change's not measurable.. sometimes i wonder if the relationship has changed or maybe i have changed. basically my point is, do we still keep in touch with them if we don't need them anymore? or is it a matter of the more the merrier? sometimes it's just that you haven't seen them for so long that they don't play a part in your life anymore. so what is it that makes us wanna meet them when they return? or do we really wanna meet them?

ok wat i'm trying to say is, sometimes, what's left of a friendship is just the label. or how do u tell whether there's more to it?