what if i don't get a gd job?

(hey lala! pls dun sue me for plagiarism!)

sighz.. just went for the deutsche bank talk today.. quite short.. but nonetheless impactful.. well... as msN puts it, they all got alotta drive..

and yeah.. upon reflection i think the image they portray is a very no-nonsense one.. if i were to use a color to describe it, it'd be grey.. or bluish grey (i think i mite have been affected by the color of their brochure.. haha)

in contrast, accenture seems like a fun-ner environment.. even though both boast of great career prospects with hard work involved..

ah well.. but the application for DB is due on friday!! nuts.. i have like only 4 days to consider, and i sure hope they don't require a cover letter.. or else i'm so not gonna have time for it..
and really.. there are so many interviews for everything and i'm positive that i'll screw them up.. how??

my first step to correct this is of course the interview workshop.. but after nearly 10 years worth of doing presentations in school, i still get the jitters.. so what's one workshop gonna change..

and i'm so beginning to think that hsbc was really a company i shouldn't have missed.. think i'll go to their website and see what i can do..

in the meantime, hopefully the barclays one will work out.. i get the idea that DB and barclays are similar.. i suppose it's the european feel..

and this is another big question.. should i start my first job as an auditor or not?? this is so gonna change my whole career path... pressing need to make the right choice.. aahh.. everything's just coming too fast.. as the DB guy puts it, "the cotton wool between [my] ears" cannot take it...