b4 i sleep

well ten minutes ago i said i was going to sleep.. but i didn't... went to read someone's blog.. and then decided to come write my own.. a short one before i finally go to bed.. and well.. reading the someone's blog has almost become my daily activity... (yes! i am this boliao..) but i gotta say that the blog is written quite well lah.. it's somewhat like reading gabriel's emails.. new vocab learnt everytime.. haha.. but of course this one isn't as cynical nor bombastic as gabriel's.. but it's more fun to read..

and prior to this i just finished submitting my application to the rather prestigious BUT cold DB.. kow it took me like damn long to write la.. they have this standard form to fill in.. and besides that i had to write a cover letter as well.. which was actually very much cut n paste from the form.. but that took me time anyway..

i was also trying to spruce up my resume.. very pathetic looking.. quite demoralising actually, especially when u don't have any cool ecas or leadership achievements to display.. and my life's so pathetic that i had no choice but to include what i think was my best achievement in life.. o levels.. (which wasn't spectacular anyhow..) oh and of course.. after much deliberation i also decided to include the fact that i was in PEG... (desperate bid to look smart and capable)

i don't care liao... i kinda realised that in this world, impressions really do matter... you can't just wait for ppl to come discover how good u are, or wait for them to come over to ask u if u need help.. u gotta just do things yourself.. and to attain certain goals, developing a thicker layer of epidermis is inevitable.. ANW, the appln doesn't require a photo... no one's ever gonna know... ha..

but well... the description of the interview rounds is damn scary.. read it for yourself..
www.db.com/careers

and while my dermis thickens, i'm gonna apply for the hsbc program when they put it up online.. heck my previous rejected application...

and for now.. i can only hope n pray that i'll land myself in the right job.. and sweet dreams... =)