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i guess it mite have been the effect of everything coupled together.. the mas rejection, yesterday's terrible paper, last week's terrible paper, the end of the very nice serial, and today's rejection... everything happening one after another such that a small little thing like the pwc thing actually made me feel like crying..

it's kinda like the time i got straight Bs for my exams.. initial reaction was: oh...
and after some time i jus gradually felt like crying..

i do believe that on a normal day i would probably only have felt a slight tinge of disappointment (wrt PWC), but today i jus felt so down that if i din try to control my thoughts i'd prob become so upset that i'll cry..

im feeling alot better now though, after thinking happy thoughts.. thinking positive, that maybe there'll be a second round, or that maybe i'll be happier working elsewhere, or that this is a SIGN that i'll become a singer after all.. ahha..