im back!

haven't been blogging for ages... (or what seemed like ages..) and in a way... it's a 'gd' sign cos this means that i've been doing so many things offline that i've no time to blog.. to complain... or to waste time..

(yeah.. so u know why im blogging now... i'm bored and i dun wanna do anything..)

ok.. so for the past week there were very many things happening in my life.. first there was the news that MY FYP TUTOR HAS RESIGNED, and then there were all the related events that happened.. finding a new fyp tutor, high possibility that our whole project is gonna flop due to constraints on our experiment, rushing to think of a new topic, panicking to find out ways to attract more participants.. there we were.. emailing and calling up various tutors in skool, sometimes to great disappointment, sometimes with great relief..

during that period of time everything just seemed as if it took so long.. we tried to settle all our problems asap so that we can start studying for our exams.. (now that i've finally started, im feeling damn sian..) and as ms zhenzhu put it, we solved our problems quite quickly.. in fact.. by the end of the week we've gotten ourselves a new tutor, and the scope of our experiment was changed such that we dun need TWO HUNDRED participants anymore.. (but well.. i guess that also has a bearing on our grades..)

apart from this, i've also gotta go for an interview with mas on the 9th... it's a 4 HOUR LONG interview which includes: essay writing, group discussion with 4 other candidates, an informal session with a few senior officers, and a one on one session with the HR manager.. SCARY! and i'm realli afraid that i'll screw it up.. i've no idea how i'm supposed to prepare for it.. i've browsed through the mas website but i dun think they need us to know technical details rite? or maybe i'm wrong.. i dunno.. and i just remembered that the interview skills workshop that i signed up for is on the 8th of dec.. how timely..

anyway.. i've been studying in the skool library for the past 2 days.. everyone's like busy mugging there.. and i heard there are ppl that queue up outside the lib before it opens so as to get themselves a decent table.. (i've been studying at the computer area) and that means being at the library at an unearthly time such as 7.30AM.. or even earlier...


well i sure gotta say that studying in skool is damn productive.. there's no bed... so cannot sleep.. no food... and there's like only one chair and the most comfortable position u can get is some variant of 'sit'... and so in skool i spend like about 6 hours studying... 6 hrs of studying in one day is no mean feat.. when i study at home.. it's like... one chapter in 2 days.. distractions are one too many..


as u can see... i'm blogging now!! i guess i should be starting soon... but i know there's wo3 cai1 at 2pm and i can't bear to miss it.. but i guess i shall also try to spend my nights studying and not watching tv.. yeah.. that requires a little bit of determination.. 2 more days to the paper.. and somehow.. i think i'm extremely relaxed cos i'm only aiming for a B..


i do suppose a lowering of expectations puts alot less pressure on myself.. and suddenly i feel alot more confident... i mean.. i do think it's quite possible to get a B la.. even though I got a C for my coursework which accounts for 50%.. shldn't be too tough to pull a C up to a B.. i hope...
and yah! precisely because now i think it's attainable.. im jus not putting in that much effort to study.. cos i feel that i dun need to know so much now.. .i can afford to make more mistakes... but i guess that's not a v gd attitude to take..


and so i shall go on to read my SSAs now.. oh and has anyone tried the new soupy snax? it looks v gd on tv but i havent got a chance to go buy it... can't tell my maid to buy cos i dun think she understands.. ah welll... oh and... how's the color scheme today? =)