Save-my-face campaign

As anyone who's read my blog would know, Miss Sometimes is currently embarking on a save-my-face campaign, in short, SMFC. (ok sharks! I think my mind is seriously polluted... when I saw the last 2 letters of the acronym I just thought of a bad word...)

ok, ANYWAY, as I was saying, I just took my first step for major reforms today.. I went for a FACIAL!! And yes.. it was a horrifying experience as usual.. For those of you who think that facials are meant to be relaxing, yes you're right.. but please also count your blessings that you don't have problem skin like mine! Well, for the faint-hearted, please stop reading now, for I'm now going to account for the horrible event called "Extraction" that I went through..

Firstly, there was a rather comfortable cleansing process where they lightly massage your face with a nice smelling cleanser... (take note: this is why all prisoners get a good meal when they're on the death row..)

Then there was the hot steam thingy where it's supposed to make your pores open up.. And then... comes the squeezing...

She starts using the extractor on my forehead.. that wasn't so tough cos my skull was there.. makes it easier for extraction..

Then.. comes the cheeks.. that was killer.. She pinches an area of your face real hard, before jamming the extractor down onto that area in a bid to dig up the blackhead or whitehead or whatever that was stuck in my face.. The worst thing is, this process is repeated A TRILLION TIMES before she manages to rid my face of impurities..

And can you imagine, throughout the whole period of pinching and digging, the most I could utter was a soft ah.. the sound made by an oppressed child ill-treated by her stepmother.. What the therapist couldn't see was my clenched fists under the blanket, my wriggling toes in a bid to transfer the pain away..

And after a 2 hour session.. it was finally over.. But I gotta put in a good word for them though.. the cooling mask at the end of it was well.. cooling.. I think I drifted off into Dreamland while the mask did its wonders..

You might think I'll never go for a facial ever again... but well, that's what I always say.. but I always go back on my words.. and the cycle repeats.. but this time, I decided to sign up for this package thingy that's like 10 sessions' worth.. I'm supposed to go once a fortnight.. and it's supposed to hurt less la.. I sure hope it works... This package costs like... $400 - 500... I'm not too sure.. (Well, I got a cai2 shen2 po2 with me..)

And besides the facial package, my next investment was in... tada! facial products.. (duh..) I got myself 2 cleansers, costing $59.80 each.. plus a mask... (this one's a killer $69.80).. And that, I'm supposed to use in line with a toner that also costs $59.80 (which, very luckily, I already have at home..) And also, a medicated clearing gel which costs a whopping $83 for a 59ml bottle.. Gawd... I can already foresee myself slogging day and night to earn enough money to pay for my SKII products when I enter that phase in life..

And so! for all my investment (or rather, my mom's), it'd better work! So folks, I await your praises.. haha..

painful!

After spending nearly 8 hours in the sun at West Coast Park yesterday, I got myself into pretty big trouble.. First there was the uneven tan on my body.. For the first half of my day i spent it in a white spaghetti strapped top.. which wasn't too bad cos white clothing makes your tan rather even.. and in the second half of the day, I spent it wearing my uniform, which was a dress thingy with cap sleeves and a v-neck.

Well, what I saw when I got home was a terrible sight.. Firstly, i saw the lines left by the spag top on my left back.. but there weren't any on the right side! Weird, I thought.. was it cos I spent most of my time facing the sun on the left? But that's ridiculous.. and soon enough I remembered that (duh!) I was carrying my bag!! Slung over my right shoulder, it naturally blocked out the sun on that side... Aargh.. Which explains Uneven Tan Part One.

Part Two obviously was caused by my uniform... other than a very big red u-shaped patch in front, I have an even redder triangular patch over it.. And my cap sleeves did quite alot of mess too... I have like 3 tones on my arm now.. and the weirdest thing is that only the top half of my arm turned black.. i mean.. the bottom half darkened too.. but it wasn't as bad... And then right, the lengthwise half was also like that.. the half that was closer to the body was obviously not exposed to the sun.. which leaves (oh no!) more than 4 different sections of tan on just one arm!

Besides the very uneven tan (or rather red patches that will turn black soon..), my face is horribly red.. and the worst part being that my forehead hurts... every time I frown it hurts.. so does the back of my neck... it's damn painful! So painful that even with my hair touching it it hurts.. I guess that's cos I was back facing the sun most of the time after I finally remembered that I should keep my face protected...

And therefore I'm now at home wearing shorts, but instead of a tshirt, I've put on a spag top... Well.. it really hurts even having a stupid tshirt touching my neck.. And guess what? haha.. I think I look like one of the survivor contestants.. haha..

Disaster No. 2 was that quite alot of zits decided show up too.. Think the sun was too attractive.. and I had this huge one on my nose that really hurt.. Therefore, plus the heat and everything I was just in pain... Seeing that my face has suffered so much, I've decided to go for a facial tomorrow in a bid to save it.. Prob is, I haven't been for one in ages and my pores are so horribly clogged that I think I'm gonna regret it tmr.. (Yes.. It will be ANOTHER painful experience)

And now for a treat I shall go enjoy my chilli tapioca chips.. or whatever they're called... Din manage to get the Camel brand today.. (Dunno what's wrong with the Stupid Supermarket..) I sure hope this brand tastes fine..

Ciao!

tmr's the big day!

We had a rehearsal today.. and it was damn funny.. my group was laughing throughout the mini-parade.. why? cos we're holding pom-poms.. and the steps that hz came up with are actually more suited for on-the-spot dancing.. so while we had to march and do the steps, I personally think that I look like I escaped from the asylum.. yah basically we were all laughing at ourselves.. thing is.. Hz's not around today! So she didn't manage to see our pathetic state.. and tmr's the real thing liao.. dunno how we're gonna pull it off.. but I'm sure we're gonna have a lot of fun laughing.. haha..

more crap

ok.. seeing that it's now only 6.40pm, (apparently I didn't manage to write very much in my previous entry) I shall try to kill off more time now..

Well, my piano tutor gave me my bill for next month today.. and guess what? I'm on to Level 2 now.. Haha.. I think that's considered progress for me.. but the receipt was printed wrongly.. and it was for level 1 instead.. Erm.. I do suppose the charges for Level 1 and 2 differ... I bet L2 costs more.. sighz..

Anyway, there was only one piece of homework today! It's Red River Valley with kinda funkier chords.. haha.. but it's damn easy to play la.. Which means that I don't have to bother about practising piano until next Friday.. ha.. Sometimes I think it's kinda silly that he gave me more difficult pieces in the earlier stages.. it's kinda like... duh... yeah... Which is one reason why I don't understand the structure of their course.. No idea how the thing is supposed to progress.. But for now I'm ok with just following blindly..

And I also realised that my fourth finger on my left hand is incredibly weak.. so is my little finger.. I' ve had major problems trying to play this certain phrase on the piano.. I can hardly control my ring finger and it's a horrible feeling.. you feel.. handicapped.. But you see, I type quite a bit with this ring finger.. which means that it isn't that insensitive.. I do suppose the keys on the keyboard are alot easier to press than the keys on the piano.. I shall just have to work harder and practise more.. I hope I'll get a stronger left hand soon..

Oh one more thing.. bcos i'm such a sio jiak (meaning fragile, no strength, or useless), I think it's actually easier to play on the Clavinova than the piano I have at home.. the one at home has such heavy keys.. the other day I had an aching left hand by the time I finished practising that killer phrase.. I hope my hands don't age from such hard work..

And it is now 6.51pm.. Ha... I spent ten minutes writing this.. not bad.. I consider this pretty lengthy for someone with my kinda brains..

and hey! I just realised that I've another channel to kill time... I'm supposed to be reading Totto-chan! Aargh.. even though I've heard so many gd reviews about it, I'm still quite hesitant to pick it up.. The cover doesn't interest me at all.. Neither do the reviews at the back of the book.. So it's currently still sitting nicely in its plastic wrapping while I deliberate on whether I should start reading the book soon..

And somehow I think there's no homework to do for next week.. Which is highly unlikely.. but I haven't seen any notices or announcements.. I was thinking I could slack over the weekend and do any work that I have on Monday.. I hope that's not a big mistake... (but I won't exactly be slacking la.. I've got prac tomorrow from 3 to 6.. and Sunday's the big day.. prob will take up the whole day.. )

It's 6.57! Ha... By the time I walk to the living room and turn on the TV switch... dinner will be served..

conclusion

ok.. after publishing my blog.. i looked at it.. and immediately drew up a conclusion...
the font "georgia" sux!

thots

I think I must be really boliao to be writing about this.. poking my nose into other ppl's affairs.. but in any case... I decided to record my thoughts here.. (okay.. this sounds as if I've got some great theory in my head but in actual fact I'm just waiting for 7pm to come so that I can have my dinner..)

Ok back to the topic, I have this friend who currently has 2 guys interested in her.. And she's kinda in a dilemma (or so I think..) Well at first I told her not to rush into things.. Take her time to decide.. After all, you don't wanna end up regretting your decision..

But on second thoughts, I was just wondering.. circumstances may change while you're still taking your time.. As what happens in all drama serials, by the time you realise you actually do like the person, he's already waited too long and left for another girl..

So, the question is, do we adopt a wait-and-see attitude, or do we just, for the sake of not missing the chance, just accept the person first and then, err.. wait and see.. haha.. and in any case, for all you know you'll actually discover more things (good or bad) about the person as the relationship goes on.. Meaning that you don't exactly have to reject the person now just because you're not sure if he's THE ONE.. (very much a buy and try first attitude, which is what I've been doing to all my shampoos so far..) After all, you won't know if things will really work out or not if you haven't tried right..

But I guess the dilemma for my friend now is... Which bottle of shampoo to buy?? And I do suppose she doesn't wanna end up buying a bottle of shampoo that ends up spoiling her hair.. Sighz.. I hate uncertainty.. Ok.. I obviously haven't come up with a conclusion yet..

The only thing I know for sure now is.. conditioner is indispensable!

zits again... aka pimples.. or blemishes..

if i remember correctly i think i have another post titled zits.. oh well.. which shows u how troubled i am over my face... well.. i think it's got worse again! and i really gotta complain! the neutrogena skinclearing cleanser.. i shall repeat.. SKINCLEARING cleanser... is NOT working! or at least, it's not doing what it purports to do.. and so... i can sue it right? MISREPRESENTATION!

in any case, after reading ms tyrant's fren's blog, I think I'm alot more for using Dermalogica now.. regardless of it's sky-high prices.. (skyhigh to me la..) Well.. if a GUY is spending so much on skincare, then i guess i can splurge without guilt too..

and the best thing that happened today was.. I parked on a double yellow line and i didn't get fined! haha.. went for a mtg (religious) in the evening just now.. and there was absolutely no space to park.. so i just decided to heck.. (well... there's this thing that says when u're in a group u get more confidence.. and there were quite a lot of other cars on the double yellow line too..)

so now u mite say.. why was I worried about getting fined in the first place? well.. sometime ago I parked at the exact same area.. in a parking lot.. and mind you, that place is kinda ulu.. so I did away with the parking coupons.. lo and behold when I went to fetch my car... I was slapped with a parking ticket.. and the best thing is.. I didn't know until I was driving halfway and I saw something flapping on my windscreen.. Then when I stopped at the traffic light I tried to use my bionic eyes to see thru the back of the slip before I managed to figure out that I kena fine liao.. Immediately after that I just swerved to the nearest petrol kiosk to buy a booklet of parking coupons.. Sigh.. it was a $30 fine.. hmm.. I could park for 30 hours with that..

and yah.. this long story brings u to why I was so afraid that I might be presented with a $70 fine today.. (Which will give me a total of a cool $100 worth of fines.. plus demerit points I think... and I still have my P-plate on...) Well, so I'm kinda glad I got away with it today.. But seriously, with all my lousy experiences (first time I parked in school I got wheel clamped..), I don't really dare to commit any traffic offences anymore... When there's no more space at the classroom carpark, I'll go out of the way, park at some ulu area and walk back.. I see plenty of people parking illegally, and in staff lots too.. but I just don't dare to liao.. cos everytime I do something bad, I get caught!

oh and today.. cos it was really crowded I parked along the road with my car facing the dead end.. so when it was time to go I had to reverse out.. I wasn't too sure how to do it.. This guy at my association had to direct me out.. so paiseh... and I was super thankful that my P-plate was there... In a way it feels like a shield.. something to explain my lack of sense of direction, and my lousy manoeuvre-ing skills.. so when I finally get to take the plate of this October, I was thinking I should just leave it there.. maybe til the end of this year.. save myself some embarassment and blame all my mistakes on that neon plate..

and in the meantime I should invest in another pair of sunglasses... a really dark coloured pair that's hopefully big enough to cover my face.. haha.. so no one will recognise this lousy driver..

*yawn*

i'll stop here for now.. time to put the "save my face" campaign into action..

adios!

bu3 chong1

and the law thingy that i mentioned in my previous post... well, it's cos i realised i've only enjoyed the law modules throughout my entire course.. so I thought maybe I would have enjoyed majoring in Law too.. yah.. but in any case, it's too late to say anything... and I prob won't have gotten in in the first place..

and hey! a plasma tv just got delivered to my place... cool... no idea what it's for though.. and i've no idea where they're gonna put it.. can't fit in the living room cos it's too wide.. the built in cabinets are well.. built in.. hmm so maybe it'll go to my parents' room.. great! then I think they'll move their old TV into my room! hurray.. (which means I gotta clear my table again... sighz)

silly

in my bid to gather more evidence, i shall document another funny incident that happened today (though it's a realllly small incident la)..

well.. so i was on my way to tax class today when i met xxx along the way... coming from the opposite direction.. here's what happened: (or more so, what i thought i heard)

xxx: going for tax class?
me: yah..
xxx: see u there..

well... this very short conversation doesn't seem like anything funny, but... here's what's funny... we're not even in the same class! (err.. am I the only one who thinks this is ridiculous...)
anyway, after being rather puzzled by what he said, the next thing that came to my mind was... how does he know I have tax? ah well.. I suppose there was only tax class to be held at that time la..

ok.. anw i just thought this was kinda funny... plus it adds to my collection of evidence.. haha... I think I really should have studied law..

haha

i had a wonderful practice today.. everyone was in high spirits and despite the rain, attendance wasn't too bad..

and thanks to ms P, haha.. just found out that xxx is single.. one more pc of evidence... haha

in any case, after chatting with ms Nsm yesterday, I'm kinda contemplating joining dance class.. hiphop to be exact.. and well.. as wat she said, hiphop will be the easiest to pick up cos it doesn't really require technique.. and well.. now that all my presentations are over, i think i'll be pretty free... (i shall ignore fyp for now haha)

yeah and so... though this is currently a spur of the moment thing, there's actually quite a high possiblity that i'll go do it.. well.. there's like only one year before i step into the working world (ugh) and will soon be deprived of free time... haha.. (maybe it ain't that bad la)

it's almost the end of the week.. but i still have tmr's work undone.. hmm.. think it's kinda late now.. i shall just continue slacking.. tmr's tuts will jus have to suffer then.. who cares..

i shall just end of with a quote here... "The world is yours to change."
may all aspiring youths fulfil their dreams.. all u need is to take the first step.. =)

goodnight!

bored

okay I'm obviously too bored.. so here I am with another post..
I'm actually very sleepy now..
But I refuse to go to bed..
It's too early for the eve of a no-school day..
Before this I had supper with my parents..
But at this current point in time all I'm feeling is sian...
Dunno why.. can't perk myself up..
And I should actually be reading my textbook now if I'm not gonna sleep..
But well..
Textbooks are boring as we all know it..
But I'm like 5 chapters behind for subject A. (5 out of 7 is alot..)
And a couple more for subject B.
And subject C, though I think I understand this one the most, I haven't touched the textbook for this one at all..
yeah.. so this one is super behind time..
ok.. just realised I'm back on the topic of school..
Ah well.. Can't help it.. I'm a student what.. My life's gotta revolve around skool rite..
Ha I tried using the spellchecker again.. No response.. Sighz.. I think it's as dead as I am..
Aargh... Boring!
No one's online.. The online ppl are all busy doing projs..
So sian..
Why in the world did they take the TV outta my room??

Flowers blooming in the morning
Petals white, leaves green
Little drops of dew roll about the sleeves of green
The smell of freshness amidst the air
The taste of spring
A refreshing feeling

Ahaha.. a spontaneous attempt at poetry. I think this has plenty of grammatical errors.. and even more errors in logic.. but never mind...

lucidol

Just got myself a new hair product today.. it's this glossy water thingy from lucidol, which comes from the gatsby co. haha.. they got namie amuro to endorse the product.. which was partly why the product looked so attractive.. They had a tester as well.. and the salesgirl let me try the spray.. somehow I couldn't see the difference in my hair.. but guess what? I bought it anyway.. stupid.. I've no idea why I did that..

My stupid printer is giving me problems again.. All my white paper's turning grey.. what a waste of carbon.. This stupid printer is now causing me more inconvenience than ever.. sighz...

oh yah.. now I remember what I was supposed to write about today... my presentation!!
aargh.. blood boils when I talk about this..
Well, yesterday night I think I rehearsed my presentation speech for at least 5 times. So much so that this morning, I was able to present my slides without even looking at my script.. I was kinda impressed with myself.. ha.. well this is the first time I prepared a script and didn't use it (previous times I had no script.. just shoot offhand..) and initially i was pressuring myself to get an A for this presentation.. after the multiple rehearsals yesterday, I thought I would be ok.. or at least somewhere on track..

Then came today.. I think the main problem was because I knew exactly what to say.. and so everything just came shooting out.. and the tutor maintained that I had no eye contact with the audience even though I was back facing him.. (how could he see?)
and well.. I obviously didn't do ok for this.. got a C... KOW. it's a C lor.. After all that effort I get a C.. It's just made me conclude that I'm never gonna prepare for a presentation ever again..

And this well.. is my first obstacle this yr to my honors.. A big C to prevent me from getting my A.. sighz.. but well... I've decided that I'll try to make up for it in class participation.. (where my score currently stands at zero.. haven't spoken a single word in class..) But i'll try. I realise that effort needs to be put in! How can I expect my honors when I shut up in class.. Ok.. so from today onwards I'll try to participate in class. I hope I keep my word. I think I shall write the word 'honors' on top of my file so that I'll be reminded of my goal everytime I step into class.. and hopefully that will induce the words outta my mouth.

sighz.. It's a horrible existence to do everything for the sake of my grades.. So cheap.. Meaningless existence.. but on the other hand, I'm not ready to do whatever that's considered a valuable existence.. i.e. helping others, etc. Nope. I'm not this noble yet.. Still leading a selfish life at the moment.. I just saw 2 pairs of sandals.. I think I'll get them over the weekend or something.. AH.. retail therapy.. Kinda bad that my parents gotta pay for my actions..

ok.. i realise I'm starting to be incoherent.. who cares.. I think I'll prob feel alot better if I manage to get my sandals this week..

There's prac again tmr.. in the evening.. Which means I gotta pia my work in the day.. sighz.. And I haven't had time to practise my piano.. Gonna waste the lesson this fri again..

and the Dove shampoo sux.. it's oily but it doesn't moisturize the hair enough.. I think I'll have to revert back to using normal shampoo and conditioner.. sighz. When can I find the perfect shampoo...

crap

ha I just went to the jc alumni page.. Quite cool! Though I've no use for the search functions.. I think I'm in contact with all my friends.. Haha..

Anyway this post is meant to record a new finding.. (haha)
I kinda just tried out a new way to tie my hair. Ok. So what do u do if you only have one clip and you want to tie ur hair up into a ponytail?

Well I used the snap-on kind of clip.. So what you do is,
1) Gather your hair into a ponytail
2) Pick a small 'strip' of hair from the bottom and go round the pony tail
3) Clip the strip to your head

Voila!

stay tuned for more hair tips and tricks..

FYP

But well before I go off, I wanna complain about my FYP.. Firstly, I don't like the topic! Yes.. after so long.. I still don't like it.. and as i was telling ms PW, it's kinda sad if you have to be stuck with something you don't like.. for a year.. sighz.. and secondly.. I don't feel any cohesiveness within the group.. I mean.. I don't really know my 3rd partner.. and so far we've only been communicating through the 2nd partner.. Super sianz.. ms tyrant if u read this, sorry!! I kinda regret not doing with you la.. Too late to say anything though.. Not trying to say that my current FYP group is bad or anything.. Just that I don't feel a sense of belonging.. Neither is there a passion for the subject.. Okay, skip the passion.. There's not even a vague sense of interest in the topic.. sigh.. But anyhow I still hope to get an A for it... =)

blogging

can't believe myself.. i couldn't exactly fall asleep yesterday night.. and while lying on the bed i was actually thinking of what to write in my blog.. siao liao.. how could the blog itself turn into an obsession?

in any case.. i thought writing a blog would be good exercise for my brain. at least it keeps me in touch with the english side of my thought processes.. keep my standard of english somewhere there.. (well so far it's been on a downward spiral thanks to the very oriental environment of this university set in the west..) ya.. i haven't been writing in proper english for a pretty long time.. work aside la.. hey.. my primary school tutors used to say that my english is good k.. and i did pretty well in my essays and stuff.. but then again.. maybe it's because the competition there wasn't very great.. after the primary 4 turning point, things just changed.. and i nearly failed english.. unbelieveable isn't it.. from a top top to rock bottom.. very ego- damaging indeed..

but i guess that was a good experience.. instilled some humility into me.. not that i was arrogant or anything.. but i did think i was smarter la.. wow ok... i din realise my thought train ran so far.. all i wanted to say was writing a blog is good for my english... haha.. and i just realised that the stupid spellchecker in this thing doesn't work..

oh and I just thought maybe I should start writing in proper english, with proper punctuation and all, plus avoid all the Singlish terms.. That should be even better.. ha..

And I've got a presentation tomorrow.. (Yes.. yet another..) Haven't exactly prepared my speech properly yet.. But well, the last time I tried to read from a script the tutor said (indirectly) that I might as well be a newscaster.. (so sour!) And in any case, this presentation is also only ten percent. Pathetic! So I shan't waste my precious time on it.. (and err... spend it on blogging.. haha)

Or so I say.. but at the back of my head the Honours Watchman is telling me that every percent counts... Well, that's if I really wanna do well this time round. And therefore I should just get offline soon and put in more prayer.. sighz..

the main reason..

and now.. i've finally come to the real reason why i set up this blog.. i wanted to write about this.. too paiseh to tell anyone abt it mah..

and ha.. i just couldnt bring myself to writing it until now.. which is weird isn't it... too paiseh to post this on the blog as well.. stupid.. no one's even reading this lor... ok.. i think this is a bad time lah.. my whole post is filled with singlish.. and why is that so.. cos i just read the xiaxue's blog.. it's so filled with singlish that i'm just totally infected...

and yes.. getting into the zhu3 ti2.. (whatever that is in English..)
i'm kinda like suspecting that there's this guy in my class that's showing this certain bit of interest in me.. but well... as i have rationally reasoned it out.. this is probably very much my spinster instincts acting up.. or should i say.. my spinster 'paranoia'/suspicions (can someone pls get me a thesaurus??)

and of course the word paranoia doesn't fit into this context.. i just mean to say this is one of my err... 'hypersensitivities' (there... another word that i don't understand and i'm trying to use.. blame this on my pathetic vocab..) and as i was saying.. not paranoia.. cos well.. i'm not exactly turned off by the fact that.. err... not fact.. idea that this xxx is interested in me.. haha.. well obviously bcos this xxx ain't too bad a catch la..

it'll be nice if it's true la.. then it'll be byebye to sitting on the shelf!!
but then again, there are all these things that point to the other side of this idea... i.e. this is all an illusion..
why so.. cos i've already had this feeling last sem.. as in this feeling that i think he kinda is showing some interest la... but then of course there's my super dao demeanour and everything that i think will put off anyone who doesn't know me well enough.. and yah.. now is THIS SEM. and between this sem and last sem was 3 mths of break.. how could it last for so long rite? (i'm sure i'm one of the only few 'chi1 qing2' idiots around)

that aside, the main thing being that i heard from certain sources that he's got a gf liaoz.. yeah.. dunno if the source is accurate.. but well.. that just kills off everything..

and while i'm writing this.. i'm carrying on this conversation with my friend about internships.. and job offers... i see a bleak future in front of me.. sighz.. what a thing to happen now.. all bad things happening at the same time.. or rather, just a lack of good things happening lahz...

ah well.. back on topic...

what was i saying... oh yah.. the gf.. and yah.. he's this kinda extroverted person.. so i should suppose he talks to everyone like nobody's business.. so ya know.. whatever little conversations we had prob don't point to anything at all..

kowz.. the more i write the more it seems like i have a crush on him.. NO!! i think i'm just being nuts lah.. trying to prove that there's someone out there that's interested in this item on the shelf.. ya know. . it's feels nice to be valued.. haha...

and i was thinking... all my 'paranoia' is probably all wrong la.. as seen by my previous rather pathetic (yes i'm using this word again... i DO need a thesaurus) experience.. bad interpretations.. and probably driven by desperation.. or deprivation for that matter...

but hey.. how many ppl will start a conversation with a qns like this... "eh.. u got presentation today?" (or something of the sort la), when i'm obviously wearing presentation attire.. ok... i suppose ms spinster over here regards this as a try-to-make-conversation line.. but maybe he's just trying to be nice and err.. interactive... i dunno.. but as usual, i'm too straightforward for anything.. i was like thinking 'duh', but well.. i was tactful enough not to say that.. so i said... 'obviously..' err.. which actually doesn't differ much from duh.. ha.. and that... will jus put any potential err.. interested parties off..

i dun really have very many other pieces of evidence to support my case la.. but well.. it's just this feeling that i get from talking to him.. (no we don't talk v often) and as flea puts it, well, why him and not anyone else?

and so i shall await further err.. lessons before i gather more evidence... til then.. i shall concentrate on achieving my honors.. sighz..

zits

kowz.. i jus washed my face.. and i can tell u my complexion is gettin from bad to worse! sighz.. irritating sia.. .and i think it must be the late nites... and the stress of course... i hate this.. and i think the stupid neutrogena cleanser jus aint working... i think i'll switch back to dermalogica once i finish using this bottle... though it costs like... 3 times more.. but well... it's my face...my FACE...

mixed feelings

sighz... i was gonna write this blog feeling happy.. cos today's rehearsal went fine.. ha.. there wasn't a need to be so stressed.. but now... im feeling low... my mom's jus created a racket at home.. everyone jus pisses her off.. sighz.. oh well.. guess there's nothing much i can do about it.. i'm not gonna bother pacifying her..

presentation's in 2 days' time... kinda stressed over that now.. which is kinda silly.. it's only 10%.. but i sure hope i do well for it.. this is like my last shot at doing well.. add oil!

fyp's gonna come back soon.. and that's irritating.. kinda sian actually.. i think it's really quite bad to be doing a LT proj on a topic that's not interesting... oh well.. i can only say i'll just try to do my best for whatever i can do lah... and... now i'm truly looking forward to work.. haha.. escapism isn't it..

netscape rocks!

cool stuff.. i just downloaded netscape.. and it rocks! well.. at least it's a hundred times better than IE.. I think I'm so gonna convert into an anti-MS fan.. ha..

haha

haha i think i'm beginning to see why ppl blog.. yes.. i've just posted an entry a couple of seconds before this.. and here i am.. at it again.. i think i'm probably just trying to fill the page up.. make it look used.. ha..

and i think i just remembered why i wanted to blog! i've got lotsa stuff to complain about.. lotsa stuff..

sighz.

there's training tomorrow.. at 8.30am.. yes.. it's a sunday! and there's training.. it's a rehearsal in fact.. and guess what? we haven't finished learning the steps! and that's not it.. thing is.. we haven't finished coming up with the steps yet.. and so... no prizes for guessing.. we're screwed!

i have no idea why we're always so screwed.. is it because we're always informed at the last minute?

i dunno.. or is it because we're too laid back to take things seriously.. which is why we're always screwed up at the last minute.. everything undone..

this is extremely stressful.. i sure hope everyone turns up tomorrow.. and that we'll all finish learning the steps.. soon..

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k i think i'm either extremely bored or extremely excited abt my blog.. so many posts in one day.. i think i'm going nuts.. just dont feel like doing anything now.. i hate homework.. and i have no idea how to make my presentation interactive.. and now my IE keeps crashing.. sighz.. microsoft sux!

icq

gawd i wonder what the problem is with icq.. i can't connect at all!! it's absolutely irritating..
and my router is preventing me from having a stable connection with msn... so i'm totally disconnected from the world! aargh...

templates

ok i can't believe this.. a whole lot of assignments on hand and i chose to spend my time searching for blog templates.. well.. it's this one for now.. and hey.. a tribute to all template makers out there.. some templates are REALLY nice! (i know nice is not a good enough word to describe... but wow... some of them are really 'designer' style)

saw this other nice template out there but well... i didn't know how to apply it! sighz.. so here's one of the default ones from this site.. to anyone who's reading this.. hopefully u'll get to see my new template soon..
and.. i sure hope someone reads this! =)

my first blog!

ha.. i've finally decided to write my own blog.. i never used to write a diary.. neither did i think a blog was useful.. more of a time-wasting activity... but here i am... kinda late though.. esp since the blog fad has faded away..