kow my english sux..

i was just reading someone else's blog after i finished writing mine.. and hence the title..
really wonder why i jus can't write something decent sounding... all my blogs just sound like random thoughts and sentence constructions.. i guess maybe i should omit the ellipses and possibly start sounding a little bit more serious.. discuss a bit more current affairs (so as to cover up my lack of brains and awareness), and i do suppose, use more intelligent vocabulary (which i've this tremendous lack of), and etc. (well.. the word etc is extremely useful when u've run out of ideas but u still wanna look like u still have a bucketful of them..)

and aargh.. i just hate current affairs.. i haven't watched or read the news in 2 weeks.. and the only reason why i know about the tsunami is because my mom is talking about it.. why in the world am i so ignorant?? it'll be nice if there was a way to jus know things without having to spend time trying to find out about them.. heh..

i think i need a brain upgrade...