Practices

ah.. we had prac yesterday evening.. i think i kinda shouted a bit in the middle.. partly cos the band was v loud, i had to raise my volume a little, but i was also kinda exasperated for awhile.. dunno why.. outburst of emotions.. muahaha..

at the end during the combined, SY said "baton girls v gd!"
which was gd! that was what we've been working for.. but i din feel wonderful inside.. cos i screwed up big time.. all the time i keep correcting the girls' mistakes and tell them we have to get in at the right timing etc. but when it comes to the actual doing it, i don't remember anything that i've taught and i stand there like an idiot trying to recall my steps.

i need to practise! it's terrible having to stand in front to watch and correct, all the time. i mean, it's nice to watch.. but when u haf to do it urself too, it's hard.. cos at the end of it, the only way to be in sync with the rest is for u to practise on your own at home.. i told myself i'd go home and practise my steps but i didn't. went home with my mom and bro and we ate roti prata.. (kow!)
it was like damn late already so i decided to jus go bathe.. by the time i went to bed it was like 12.30 already.. damn tired.. so din manage to practise at all..

there's prac again today, but i'll miss the first half of it.. gonna try to make it there by 7.30 but we'll be running thru sound of music instead of the band item.. this sat's sound of music as well.. sharks la. how am i gonna 'make it' by sunday? hopefully this sunday someone else will take the grp so i can finally go take my place and get some practice.

JIA YOU!