Practices

ah.. we had prac yesterday evening.. i think i kinda shouted a bit in the middle.. partly cos the band was v loud, i had to raise my volume a little, but i was also kinda exasperated for awhile.. dunno why.. outburst of emotions.. muahaha..

at the end during the combined, SY said "baton girls v gd!"
which was gd! that was what we've been working for.. but i din feel wonderful inside.. cos i screwed up big time.. all the time i keep correcting the girls' mistakes and tell them we have to get in at the right timing etc. but when it comes to the actual doing it, i don't remember anything that i've taught and i stand there like an idiot trying to recall my steps.

i need to practise! it's terrible having to stand in front to watch and correct, all the time. i mean, it's nice to watch.. but when u haf to do it urself too, it's hard.. cos at the end of it, the only way to be in sync with the rest is for u to practise on your own at home.. i told myself i'd go home and practise my steps but i didn't. went home with my mom and bro and we ate roti prata.. (kow!)
it was like damn late already so i decided to jus go bathe.. by the time i went to bed it was like 12.30 already.. damn tired.. so din manage to practise at all..

there's prac again today, but i'll miss the first half of it.. gonna try to make it there by 7.30 but we'll be running thru sound of music instead of the band item.. this sat's sound of music as well.. sharks la. how am i gonna 'make it' by sunday? hopefully this sunday someone else will take the grp so i can finally go take my place and get some practice.

JIA YOU!

my messy workplace

heh im beginning to enjoy taking photos/videos with my phone cos they look alot better on computer! and i luv the bluetooth function on the laptop.. can trf files anytime without the stupid messy cable (that requires a damn program to work)..

here's a pic of my messy table:

ok not v comprehensive la.. since it only shows a teeny little portion.. but notice the wires sticking out everywhere :)

slack + stress!

This week's actually a slack week.. I'm on this office job and the work's already done by our overseas counterpart.. so there's only a review to be done and an outstanding (ugh) list to create. I will target to leave office before 6.30 everyday.. And I take like 1.5hr lunches.

But at the same time it's stressful cos though I'm booked on the slack job this week, I have to complete a tedious task for another job.. And thankfully this slack job's really slack la.. I'm like spending all my time doing my tedious job instead.. Quite paiseh actually.. for my other team mates to be working on the slack job while I do my other job.. Worst thing is, the deadline is this Friday (TODAY!) and I still haven't received the replies that I need. I hate it when things are not within my control..

Stress Part 2 comes from the 7/7/07 performance..
Supposed to be choreographing the combined item with the band, which will be playing 3 songs!
Need to choreo for 2 songs.. With some help from HZ, managed to complete the flag dance.. but the tough part is the other song! which is 25 8s long and split into a jazzy/swing version and a normal version.. Haven't quite managed to come up with anything yet.. I've been playing the song over and over again at home (and i quite like this song) but my brain's not working! And esp cos the performance is at SIS, I gotta think of big steps that can be seen from afar.. Was watching some performance videos and really.. those more 'delicate' steps cannot be seen at all.. do like never do..

And supposed to do the choreo with 2 other girls.. but one of them's busy with work and won't be able to attend some practices, while the other's busy with school (and cca etc).. so no choice.. this week i gotta be the worker ant.. carry the load that's ten times my weight.. and it's stressful bcos we just had practice yesterday, and we're having practice again on sunday! 9-3pm. Finished teaching the flag steps on thurs liao.. which means Sunday gotta do the baton steps! Which is blank at the moment! Die la.. I'm planning to bi guan xiu lian tmr.. hopefully can churn out something to at least keep them occupied on sunday!

STRESS!

(wah.. u know wat.. i'm like more stressed out for this than I've ever been at work la! SIS is no joke la..)