september

im back! felt this compelling need to write this post after i read my last one.. so i bought the samsung omnia! not fantastic.. kinda 'sot' after i dropped it on the floor.. and im in this dilemma of whether to send it for repair or not.. (can't be bothered to back up my contacts, but at the same time afraid of losing them.. ah the power of laziness!!)

time has zooooomed passed in the recent years.. kinda scary actually.. i'm past a quarter century old now and speeding towards the big 3! was just telling BL yesterday that I'm afraid my life will just fly past without my knowing.. and without having accomplished anything! ah I'm beginning to realise the importance of creating value in my life.. (say only.. i hope i do it..)

am supposed to be watching coco before chanel with the kot girls in a while.. 2 hrs later to be exact.. at vivocity! ah. i guess this is how people write their blogs. they mention real stuff and real places and talk about stuff that they do.. (not that I don't talk about real stuff, but generally I choose not to mention names or reveal too much private information lest my identity gets exposed.. haha.. kinda paiseh if someone I don't know too well reads the stuff I write la.)

for purposes of jogging my memory..

now facing this phase at work where i don't feel much for whatever I do any more.. (not that I ever felt for it either) but i'm beginning to feel rather sian and considering my options.. well.. chances of moving up has greatly diminished.. i would say i have already given up on it.. there is no longer any more motivation at work.. was considering moving to another entity. :) same position with new stuff to learn.. i guess i won't be losing out on anything.. i hope.

but 2 dinners ago, JC mentioned that there is this opening in his wife's firm! free parking space ;) sounded like a gd opportunity and i have a good mind of trying it out .. but at the same time i'm still extremely curious about this year's increment and bonus, and might have to stay until YE in order to find that out.. ah.. curiosity..

so yup.. a couple of things for me to consider now..
and i recently made a pledge to do all I can for Kot and kosenrufu so that i can graduate by next year.. and just when i did that, i started getting distracted by some silly matters which shifted my focus.. such a waste of time.. i can't believe i have this little self-control...

this morning while doing my prayers i suddenly recognised that the distraction could actually be sanshoshima.. obstacles in disguise.. (transformers!) so i've decided to renew my determination (when i have barely started) and get myself back on the starting track..

ahhhh.

and so i shall end here and start typing the minutes we had for planning on 31/8! see you (me) again :)